Alpha Male

4:40 PM 22 November 2012

I read some part of becoming an Alpha Male in an ebook. Now I know, that whole the time in my life I was a Beta Male not an Alpha Male.
Act like a nice guy for every girl I've met, and often saying yes to them. That are the act of a Beta Male. My act describe me as a submissive one not like a dominant one.

Now, I'm trying to become an Alpha one. :D

Now I've procrastinating again. I'm doing nothing for my application. I've restrain myself for doing anything useful for mylife. I wake up late this morning only because I read an erotic novel that caught my attention. I really lack of self control.

This lack of focus really consume my time and myself.

Black Out For More Than 12 Hour

12:58 PM 21 November 2012

I really forget to create a note about a black out for more than 12 hour in my place in Medan, Indonesia just about couple hours before. I'm in the office right now, so I don't know how the progress of our place good grieve black out now.

That black out really kill my little planning for doing my important job. Now I get the meaning of 'create plan B' for every plan. Let my fail planning aside, 12 hours for black out? What an amazing place I stay now. Maybe this month really a black out 'season' like some statement I heard before from some college girl.

I guess I should prepare my umbrella for this black out season or my be some sweater.....