Procrastination will kill your planning and ruin all of your perfect day. Joielechong

Clean Your Room To Start Change Your Behaviour

When you trying to change your behaviour, first try to clean your environment... I mean your home stay / Place. You can't change your behaviour if you still have a problem with your 'unorganized' place. Keep your place clean. Keep you cloth in your cupboard. Clean the dust in your room. Trim all the mess in your room.

After you have done it, you can go to your main purpose, to change your behaviour. Actually, when you start to clean your room, you are already starting your behaviour changing process.

Alpha Male

4:40 PM 22 November 2012

I read some part of becoming an Alpha Male in an ebook. Now I know, that whole the time in my life I was a Beta Male not an Alpha Male.
Act like a nice guy for every girl I've met, and often saying yes to them. That are the act of a Beta Male. My act describe me as a submissive one not like a dominant one.

Now, I'm trying to become an Alpha one. :D

Now I've procrastinating again. I'm doing nothing for my application. I've restrain myself for doing anything useful for mylife. I wake up late this morning only because I read an erotic novel that caught my attention. I really lack of self control.

This lack of focus really consume my time and myself.

Black Out For More Than 12 Hour

12:58 PM 21 November 2012

I really forget to create a note about a black out for more than 12 hour in my place in Medan, Indonesia just about couple hours before. I'm in the office right now, so I don't know how the progress of our place good grieve black out now.

That black out really kill my little planning for doing my important job. Now I get the meaning of 'create plan B' for every plan. Let my fail planning aside, 12 hours for black out? What an amazing place I stay now. Maybe this month really a black out 'season' like some statement I heard before from some college girl.

I guess I should prepare my umbrella for this black out season or my be some sweater.....

Unsuit For A Manager

10:00 AM - 21 November 2012

I really don't know why this company choose him as a manager. He has so many defect in his ability as a manager. He barely know anything about managing at all, not even a tiny bit. He really have lack ability to operate a computer, even to close a window in Windows XP!!!. How can the owner of this company select him as a manager?. This really bothering me.

I don't know how the owner of this company think about him. I don't know what kind of a specialty of him that enchant Her (Yes, this company owner is a woman). Maybe she get a wrong consultant in getting a manager. But I still don't get it. I don't really know. And I'm getting on my nerve because he sometimes disturbing me to teach him about the computer. He really wasting my time.

Working life is so absurd.

Morning in the Kardopa

10:04 AM 20 November 2012

I'm in Kardopa this morning. What do I want to do know?. I'm going to finish the project by tutoring the whole company employee to use my software but there are so many obstacle that get me distracted from finishing it. First, my computer is infected with too many virus. How can I distribute my software if it is infected with virus?. So I must clean my computer first. Second, there are some unworking module in my software, so I must repair them. Third, I have not yet importing the old data to my software. hmmm....

Honestly, these problem are there because of my lack focus and my procrastination. Too much wasting time in gaming, too much wasting time in playing quitar, too much wasting time to do something not useful. I know I must change and now I try to do the change in my life but it took so much time and perseverance. I'm trying to be positive and do the right thing. I know it will cost my life, but whatever the cost, I will be what I wan to be. Well, I just need much more time in repairing this awful life now.

Weird things for my computer

It's already a near complete 2 days my computer with Microsoft Windows XP become weird. every time I delete some file to free the drive space, the free space gotten filled again with unknown file. I don't know what kind of file that do this nasty things to my precious computer.

I suspect that some kind of virus that do this. Maybe It's the only possibility cause. Only one day before the 'tragedy' I've finished my computer fresh installed with XP. I've installed a trial Anti Virus, a Kaspersky Pure anti virus. But not yet finish to update it. Hmmm... It really could be because of that damn nasty virus.

This is really a total time wreck for me. With a malfunction computer, there are none that I can do because all my work always related with this computer.

This is really getting on my nerve... When I try to publish this posting, an error happening and all the word I've write lost in the wind.. argghhhh... This totally turn to a headache for me.

Calm down o myself. Don't let this circumstance ruin your mood. Be patient and wait. Now, I just need to wait my anti virus finishing its update and do some browsing in internet to fill my vacant time. So, while I'm waiting for it, let me do writing some articles and anything others. Well, this maybe a full boring day for me.


Have a nice Boring Day myself...:D

One of my fellow employee has give birth to a daughter. May God bless her and her baby.
I hope she will get better and can back to work soon so we can have a small party for her daughter. :D

Your Mind Determine Your Health

From my experience I've learned that our mind is much more having the role as the agent who determine our health condition than our physical body limitation such as disease or weakness. Just a having a problem that bother your mind will making your body become weak and limp. Have you encounter a really big problem and feel your body become numb, weak, and limp when you've trying so hard to solve it but you failed and found yourself in the dead end? Or have you ever think so hard on a subject you want to know but you've still failed miserably even to grasp a tiny of it and surrender to try again and then you feel an ache in a part or some part of your body?. Our mind is like a center for command control of our whole body. When the center is broken the whole part that is controlled from it become broken too.

If you want to have a good health, you must feed your mind with a good mental food. Here some mental food for your mind:

Have a Positive Thinking

Positive thinking is like a good and healty food for your body. When you give a good food for your body, it will grow in good way and go in good condition. Never let a negative thinking having a room in your head. having a negative thinking in your brain is like having a rotten food in your refrigerator, it will give a bad odor to other food. Negative thinking will pollute all of your mind.

Give Exercise for Your Mind

Do something that can challenge your main. Learn something new. Do something beyond your ordinary life. Your mind is just like your body, it need some mentally exercise to keep healhty.

Be Social

We are Homo Socialis, we live in the group of human that influences each other. When we connected with other, we stimulate our mind and grow mentally. Find friend who will give you positive influence to enhance and strengthen your mind.

Have a Nice Day...:D ;)

Accept yourself

I read a blog about a transgender woman who telling about resistance of change. Instead of getting information about resistance of change, I only get some rant about how her 'gender group' is rejected by other people in her country. I won't disclose any information about her and her blog. I don't  want to be accused as someone who try to defame her. If you want know about her, try to google transgender woman with 'resistance of change' article.

From my point of view, as a normal man and as a christian, when you dislike your natural body you're already reject your very self. Being a transgender only means that you reject yourself. Reject your gift from God (if you believe in God). You must accept whatever your body are. Whatever anything attach with it. It's your body where you're soul dwell. If you reject it, you're soul will reject it too. I don't mean that anyone that born with uncomplete body or born without limb should accept their body state and do nothing with it, eventhough there are somebody that accept it with their full heart.

When you become a transgender one, you have set your 'eternal' rejection for yourself in your body and soul. Maybe you don't realize it. But every one near you will feel your rejection aura. Every one know that you have reject yourself. Rejection of your very being don't have any relationship with unresistance of change. Did you must change your body to go with the change? Absolutely not. You change your mind not your body.

After you rejecting yourself, how can you hoping other people not to reject you?. You must accept your body whatever it is. If you want to change it, change it mentally not physically. Your mind is the most valuable from yourself not your body.

Blood Phobia

When I'm in a Radio Studio, I heard something about Cesarean Section, so I rushly go to find some article about it. But when I read some part of the article, my feet become numb and my body become weak... It is because I have a bit of phobia with something related with blood. Yes, the article have many part that tell about blood, surgery, or anything like that. How I can stand to read the article?, I even haven't finishing  read half of the article. Well, well,.... maybe it's too much for me now. I'll read it again next time and hope that I have more strength to face it again.

I playing warcraft game from 20.00 to 01.00 WIB. I really on my conscience that I wasting my time for it but I still can't manage this game addiction of mine. When something become habitual, it really hard to be changed. I do realize that.. I really lack of self control.
I need to change whatever the cost or I will be drawn in it and wasting my entire life. I need to change now.

Review of Fingerprint NIDEKA NU-2312

This noon my 'pseudo' Boss (nearly become my Boss) ask me to try a new Fingerprint Attendance that she (yes, he is she) bought from Jakarta yesterday.

Here the specification of the hardware, NIDEKA NU-2312:

Display	2.8" TFT True Color LCD 320x240 Pixels
Communication Port	USB Link, SD Card
Authentication Method	Fingerprint, Password
Identification Speed	less or equal 1.2s
Dimension	124 x 44 x 184 mm (WxHxL)
Other	Max Fingerprint Records 1.000   Max Management Records 10.000   Max Attendance Records : 100.000   Fingerprint Sensor Area 16 x 14 (mm)

This hardware really have a nice GUI, but it has so many drawback. First, the software for this hardware is only an addons for Microsoft Excel not as stand alone program. It is not a problem if you have a Microsoft Office Excel product in your Windows Operating System, but if you don't have any Excel in your Windows it become a major drawback because you will need to expense your money to buy Microsoft Office Excel program. Second, there is no SDK include in its software. There is no way to extend its capability or feature if you want to develop your own software with this hardware. So, this hardware is no place for application developer. Third, it only provide you with 2 communication port, USB Link and SD Card, there is no TCP/IP connection. So, you'll end collecting data via an SD Card if you place the hardware far from the computer where you've installed its software.

As conclusion, this hardware is really not suitable for tracking attendance in company with more than one division or with more than 1 floor building or wide area building. It only suit for really small company with small employee.

This is my first post about my daily life

I decide to create another blog as my daily diary. I don't want to mix all things in one blog.
Ok.... i think this introduction will be enough for myself...:D.



Have a Nice Day...:D ;)