Blood Phobia

When I'm in a Radio Studio, I heard something about Cesarean Section, so I rushly go to find some article about it. But when I read some part of the article, my feet become numb and my body become weak... It is because I have a bit of phobia with something related with blood. Yes, the article have many part that tell about blood, surgery, or anything like that. How I can stand to read the article?, I even haven't finishing  read half of the article. Well, well,.... maybe it's too much for me now. I'll read it again next time and hope that I have more strength to face it again.